I am not okay. I have been craving pizza since this afternoon and i'm staring at a Domino's menu and it looks so tempting and I want to order and stuff my face because it might make me feel better, even though i've eaten an actual healthy meal already. I think I'm probably going to cave tomorrow and have one, just got to get through the night. Night's are always the worst. I'm not okay really am I? Maybe I was just pretending, idk. Maybe that feeling wasn't real. Maybe I didn't feel okay at all, maybe I just made myself think that I was. I really don't want to lose the feeling, fuck.
Nothing changed, except hormones and pizza cravings. I don't get this and I hate it. Maybe it's because i'm sort of sleep deprived, or just tired, or it's the time of year or something. Idk, ugh :(
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