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Currently, I'm trying to stop myself thinking about food. Yesterday I had pizza and then the feelings of guilt came and I felt too full anyway and ugh. Today I've not eaten as much but I am so hungry now, but I need not be hungry because I ate like 4 hours ago. I think at least some of the stress has been lifted now, and hopefully issues won't get worse and maybe that's why I have more of an appetite. Earlier when I was satiated and the sun was shining and things were good, I felt a sense of calm and a slight ease that things might actually start working out for me. Although, my landlord completely takes the piss and grrrr, let's not even go there. It's just stupid.

Things to get done tomorrow or pretty soon after :
1) Laundry
2) Foooooooooood + household shopping (WHY am I thinking about food? Because I need food. Food is gay.)
3) Actually start on my disseration idea
4) READING, READING, READING
5) Notes and all that shizz
6) Make an appt. with John Williams on outlook... 'cause I have no idea on how to do that. (DROP IN SESSIONS ... alternative!)
7) N Power, council tax, British Gas homecare
8) Get money
9) Movie/shopping/Riley's etc.


Hmm, no idea why I even have a blog or write. Writing seems silly now. I haven't really written much in forever. But anyways,

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